Reason To Live

[Anthrologic]

Heres a new song for yall and yes its gonna be long so I warned yall. in the title I forgot, Feat. Conscience

since day one drugs have fuckin controlled my ability
to think and act, disregardin it, it has me in capitivity
Ive done them all, from shrooms to ectasy to coke
drugs took my money like a villian, Im now broke
I'm so addicted now if I stop, I may end up dead
I know this addiction is more and not just in my head
if they came with instructions I wouldnt be where I am
maybe I'd follow the rules and be like fuckin damn
tell me homie, how do I fix this? how do I get over this?
so often I need a test done, I fix it with water and piss
you've now brainwashed my brain, no companianship
every fuckin night after I take you, I walk into a trip
If I fuckin lost you, I wouldnt begin to function right
hit hard like a bitch, buggin out like I needa burial site


the mind is a terrible thing to waste ,
im inclined to pick up the pace ,
im subtle to fight that shyt on about face ,
and smashing that hit from the glass base ,
wish that i never done the shyt that i done ,
but it over and done ,
im done wit it ...i aint bitin my tounge
for shyt .
my life is my life , and imma live on without it .

dude be easy with it . ruins stayin in the run,
miles and acres attached to the trials achin' aint fun ,
the inflictions capture your soul ...be ripped apart,
like daggars strikin' heavily leanin' towards the heart,
it aint gonna get far ..
i know heads who wanna pump in the lead ,
base trippin in viles , and collasped the veins instead,
i advise you to seek whats truly correct ,
still u got enough time...
to let the damaged brain cells connect,
where u at now u really are blessed ,
u aint vexed yet dude ...
u just gotta let god handle the rest ,
anthrologic , im speakin to you man,
put that shyt down , dawg.. let me give you a hand ,


the mind is a terrible thing to waste ,
im inclined to pick up the pace ,
im subtle to fight that shyt on about face ,
and smashing that hit from the glass base ,
wish that i never done the shyt that i done ,
but it over and done ,
im done wit it ...i aint bitin my tounge
for shyt .
my life is my life , and imma live on without it .

man think about the family u got ,
and the friends u had on the block
you think u want them to know u takin those shots ?
im for real though what you got to live for ?
just cuz the stress infatrated your front door ?
whats the real reason before ,
the dro , the X , and the coke ,
the heroine in the smoke ?
man what was before that shyt that ya toked ?
THE REAL REASON you broke ?
another case from a different face what you wrote,
i see now thats the fucked up life you chose ,
i was here when u first popped in this cold world ,
u aint by your self dawg ,
i was there when the drugs made u urled ,
im still here and forever and always gonna be ,
a wise kat always said to me ,
dont let the mind be wasted freely..

the mind is a terrible thing to waste ,
im inclined to pick up the pace ,
im subtle to fight that shyt on about face ,
and smashing that hit from the glass base ,
wish that i never done the shyt that i done ,
but it over and done ,
im done wit it ...i aint bitin my tounge
for shyt .
my life is my life , and imma live on without it .

am I crazy? is that god or my conscience Speakin?
I dont know what to think, my arm is weakenin
my legs almost collapsed drug addiction relapsed
drugs are real and my gamblin addiction perhaps
I need over-the-counter drugs to keep goin yo
DX would be nice and maybe I'll stop hearin voices
death is my next choice and drugs will rejoice
I need somethin real god, I think I'm goin to hell
whats the forbidden truth, if I die today, will you repell?
FUCK, Will I be walkin earth for all eternity?
if I'm found dead on the side-walk please no pity,
see my mind can't fuckin controll my body
my heart is beginnin to race like Michael Andreotti
Maybe I'll O.D. what do I have to live for?
no girl, no kids, I'm just a guy who is very poor
gonna be livin on the streets in my evil dreams
fuck, watchin my life pass me by without any means

[Tyme Lyne]

whoa...real shyt...long but very good read ...I like the switch up....I think I know who is conscience...wit those two verses together ....like ya mind was speaking to you....hotness!...stay up and keep writing...

[AeroFX]

naaaaaaaice work bwoi deep too man, appreciate that effort so props to thee.

[Anthrologic]

thanks for the comments yall