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Can Heartbreak Be Forgiven?
Im dating this chick emily she's 17, i already did her sis shannon she 26.
I broke emily's virginity in febuary met her mama ms vicky and i smoke with her mama.(I'm Black Emily's a redhead)
i got emily and this girl becca she 23 at the mall same day so i was doing becca too
around the end of june i called emily aimi and she dumps me. I start fucking with Becca and emily calls a week after dumping me saying she pregnant, im the only one to do her so we know its mine i tell her get abortion and go to movies with becca i get there and emily and her black friend sitting behind us i waved i hear her friend say "nah, fuck that nigga" and she hits becca in the back of the head like 4 times i tell her chill out but becca wants to call a manager so she left emily then tell me she want be together and shit she say "i know u'll fuck her tonight, just forget about her after, tomorrow i'll be on ur mind" she know how i didn't care bout a bitch and i already chose becca over the next few days i only thought about emily and i decided to get her back cause i was like i loved her the whole time, just too stupid to notice. i got her back but now she doesn't trust me she started school this week and is calling me from school checking up and says when she's six months and can't have sex i can't be alone she say i'll "Obtain it elsewhere" and that's where my problem is:


she's perfect and we love eachother more than anyone but knowing she feel like that
about me is really making me uneasy to the point where if my perfect girl don't show some trust in me, i may be gone before the baby comes. iwant to be with her and do the family shit but her not trusting me making me not trust none of us and it could be the shit does anyone
a helpful girl or guy trying to help a nigga see happiness Know if its even possible to forgive someone after they've broken your heart? thank you.
i'll give props to good advicers, bad ones to any help is good.